Lets try this again.

OKAY. I'M SORRY IMAGINARY BLOG READER. I lied. I completely forgot you existed again, but I'm going to try my best to update once a month about the meaningless things in my life. It's the best thing since sliced bread to rant about all the people in my life without worrying that any of them are going to see it. But yay for long blog posts, because this one is going to recap since my last post, take you through the summer, and the first month of SEN10R YEAR. Oh, yes, I went there. Take that. Here we go!

Well, 11th grade obviously ended. I don't remember much of the dramatic little details, but I took all my regents exams, got an 88 on Italian (GO ME FOR NOT STUDYING!), a 99 on USH (YAY FOR INFINITE USH KNOWELDGE!) and a 90 on Math B (I FREAKING SCREAMED. BEST FEAT EVER). And that was the end of that. However, my new love love love was discovered between taking the USH Regents and the Italian regents. I went out on a limb and lottoed the 1960's hippie rock musical, Hair, and won. It's now my acid, my love, my life definition. Next to normal got the good old boot within 2 weeks of it being number one. Poor babies. Hair is 50 million times better than N2N anyway. And way more me. I've seen it 9 times now and in 2 weeks, I'll have seen it for the 10th time. But more on Hair later. Lets get back to the ~summer.~

The summer was cool. You know how like, one blog entry ago I thought Ashley and I were drifitng apart? Well, we were. But that's done now. After our upstate trip, things got way better. In fact, things got more than better. We're closer than really we've ever been which is totes fine with me. I suddenly don't feel like updating you on my past in detail, so I'm going to do a quick recap/list of my current thoughts and that'll be it for tonight. I'm tired.

1. 11th grade is over.
2. I'm a senior.
3. Jen and I are friends, no dramazzz.
4. Ashley and I are blissfully closer than ever.
5. My back is 100% fine, I've been on roller coasters.
6. I got my learners permit (:
7. Hair is my life now.
8. I'm a modern day hippie.
9. I'm 17!
10. I'm taking creative writing with an awesome teacher (who looks like Will [my love] Swenson).
11. Uhh, I'm going to try to update my imaginary followers every so often. But no worries, I've left little post-it notes around my room reminding me to update this thing. Go me!
12. I'm still single. I know, I'm shocked too. (not.)
13. My ears are pierced!
14. I just lied to you.
15. I recently saw my future husband JGroff again and got multiple hugs.
16. I still really really love him, in a non-fan kind of way. Seriously, I'd marry him right now. He owns my heart.
17. I've decided that I want "life is around you and in you" tattoed somewhere on my self.
18. I have a really long list of schools that I'm applying to, but I know I want to live in the city. The rest can be worked out.
19. I'm not labling my sexuality, I think if you're going to stand up for gay rights and gay equality, than putting a lable on your sexuality defeats the purpose.
20. I will fall in love with whom ever I fall in love with.
21. I want to read 50 books in 2010.
22. I have a creative writing project I should really be doing but I'm not because I don't have a short story author I want to write about or a short story that I really like.
23. Gavin Creel is my role model. I want to have the confidence to just say to a huge group of people, "This is who I am, and I'm going to stand up for that no matter what you think of it."
24. It depresses me oh so much that Gavin is gay.
25. I want to kiss a freakin boy at some point during my senior year. Okay? thanks.
26. I believe in love. That is my fucking religion. Call me an athiest, whatever. K?
27. I want to try LSD. there, I said it.
28. I'm forming a very unhealthy addiction to Hair. seriously, it gets me through my life.
29. I'm an expert procrastinator and I hate it.
30. I'm considering sneaking out of my household and going to the Equality Rally in DC.
31. I'm done considering that. Because we all know I don't have the guts to do that.
32. All I want is to live in the city, be with artsy people, have a boyfriend, and just be.
33. Love is all I'd ever need to survive.
34. I'd pick a cardboard box with the love of my life over anything else basically.
35. This list is getting really long and it works for me.
36. I'm a hippie and I love it.
37. I'm exhausted right now.
38. I need to go to sleep.

Tootles, my imaginary followers. Until I remember to post again.